NaNoWriMo, that is, and this year feels... different. Different, as in 'I really think I'll actually reach 50,000 words this year', so it's a good different. I think doing character art requests in the forums this year helped a lot. I've been struggling quite a bit with an inferiority complex and strongly suspecting I have an avoidant personality disorder and just generally feeling useless, tired, and all manner of other things. Forcing myself to draw again just made me feel so much better, and after churning out over two thousand words already I really feel much more confident this time.
My NaNo Novel this time around is called 'Weave' and it's a story idea I've been kicking around for a few years. Here's the synopsis copy pasted from my profile:
"Faeries are real. A lot of other things are, too. You've probably met a few 'things' without ever realizing it, and you'll probably meet a few dozen more. If you're very lucky, you won't.
My name is Anita Gilchrist, and I am one of those 'things'. A good thing. A thing called a Tuatha that looks no different than an ordinary human and hunts other things when they step out of line or break the rules. I'm a thing that uses an ancient magic called Weaving that lets me bend reality to my will, a thing that polices the unseen world so that all 'normal things' can live safer lives. But, more than that, I'm a high school student who was born without freedom and bound to the same fate as the rest of my people: An early marriage to a stranger, a restricted life, and a lifelong sentence living in the town I one day hoped to escape."
I might post excerpts of what I write each day, and I really hope I keep up the energy to get this one finished, polished, and posted up in it's entirety (probably on fictionpress, but I'll link it here) some day. This one's going to jump around in time a bit, like Myriad did, but it's going to follow the main character's POV at all times.
I am kind of depressed, though, that I nominated myself for the 30 Days, 30 Covers and forgot to change my current e-mail address on my profile. So, if they did happen to pick me and have already tried to email me... frowny face :(